heat wave

heat wave

my overused statement for today (and perhaps a couple more months): NAPAKAINIT!!!

sobrang init talaga. kaya naman pala naimbento ang summer vacation e . dahil wala sigurong gaganahan mag-aral kung ganito kainit tapos yung classroom niyo hindi aircon tapos siksikan pa. sus, naiimagine ko pa lang nanlalagkit na ko. ewww... ito yung pinaka ayokong feeling sa lahat. yung mainit na medyo humid tapos parang laging pawis yung mga tao.kadiri talaga. sa sobrang init bumigay na yung isa naming fan. overheat daw. right...

tapos pansin niyo? mas maraming creepy, crawly stuff kapag summer. ayoko pa naman nun. yung pinakanakakatakot e yung mga lumilipad sa malapit sa ilaw pag gabi. parang hindi nga nauubusan ng pila ng mga langgam sa kusina namin e. kahit anong pahid ng miracle chalk (na bigay ni Tita Del, pangontra raw sa ipis at langgam, pero di ako naniniwalang miracle yun) ang gawin mo, hindi pa rin sila mawala-wala. sa bagay kailangan natin silang intindihin, 'they're saving up for the rainy days'. hehe.

kanina habang tirik ang araw, tanghaling tapat, at walang magandang palabas sa tv, naisip ko bakit ba hindi na lang mag-hibernate ang mga humans pag tag-init katulad nung ginagawa ng mga oso pag winter? sa ganong paraan, hindi na natin kailangan magpawis at mag give-off ng heat na dumadagdag pa sa amount ng universal heat energy. hindi rin naman efficient ang magtrabaho pag ganito kainit dahil mas mabilis tayong mapagod. di naman tayo tulad ng mga langgam na kailangan mag-ipon ng food para sa tag-ulan dba?

kaya lang hindi pwede. masyado tayong ginawang adaptable ni mother nature. kainis.

ayun. kaya rin natutuwa akong manood ng spongebob. kasi sila kahit sa ilalim ng dagat, nagssnow pa rin. kaya gusto kong pumasok. kasi sa school aircon. sa bus aircon din. sa rob aircon din. kung pwede nga lang dun na matulog para malamig e gnawa ko na. kaya lang di ako nakapasok ngayon. bad trip. dami ko pa namang lalakaring mga bagay. tapos gusto ko rin magpalamig sa bus. oh well, bukas na lang siguro. buti na lang pala binalita sa kin kanina na hindi nako magffinals sa kahit anong subject. yehey!!! ang saya.

pero mainit pa rin ngayon. malapit na kong maligo sa ice water.

mood post #1

mood post #1

i need to study for my chemistry exam but i can't. i just can't. and i have come up with about a hundred excuses to justify my sheer lack of motivation.
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my left ear is swollen. it's red and it's slightly bigger than my other ear. it's quite funny actually. but hell... it's really really painful. i think my inflammatory response got activated. well, it's nice to know my immune system's working and all but my concentration level's down to zero because of the stupid pain. now, i can't study. i can't even do anything even slightly productive anymore.

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oh and yeah, have i not mentioned yet? i'm on vacation mode already. it's really hard to do anything. i even find getting out of bed in the morning/early afternoon such an immense feat. now, flipping my notes is just too much to handle...

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i am a total sloth...isn't that a capital sin or something? my cathecism skills fail me as of the moment. but i'm pretty sure its on one of them list of sins. i'm just lucky i don't grow algae on my back.

i'm so lazy i might as well be on coma. haha.

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meet my new bestfriend:

it has the coolest shows ever. it used to be a boring channel, but it rose from the ashes and turned to this wonderful phoenix of a tv channel. haha. i just love it.

i suggest you watch that special on spiders. sobrang astig. cool editing. cool cinematography. cool writers. cool spiders. cool everything. you shouldn't miss it. and while you're at it, try and catch an episode of Interpol Investigates. ang galing din. if you're into all the blood and gore, Built for the Kill is just the perfect show for you. and a ton others. basta. manood na lang kayo.

finally

finally

guess what? i had my ear pierced today. it's actually a second piercing on my left ear. i'd love to post a picture of it but too bad the cam's not here. anyway, donna and i have been planning this for months and we swore that we'd get it this march. and now we finally did! i reeeally love it!

but the piercing part, was really painful. a sharp pain followed by numbness and a seemingly swollen head. you could practically feel the piece of metal go through the thin layer of cartilage on your ear lobe. but the pain's tolerable, especially when you have experienced being injected with distilled water intramuscularly and intradermally all in one day.

the sales person who got us pierced said it would be ok by 2 to 3 weeks. and everyday i'd have to clean it with baby oil or something. i'm not really sure bout the care instructions. maybe i'll call donna. for now, i have to take extra care with everything i do just so as not to touch it. and god knows how careless i can get!

yeah so, i thought my mom would go ballistic when she finds out, but surprise, surprise, she didn't. well, there were a few questions but wth, i guess she figured she can't do anything about it. :P

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and i just finished watching romeo and juliet. the one which starred leonardo di caprio (that bisexual guy) and kate winslet. no wait... that's titanic. haha. i mean, that girl, what's her name again? oh yeah. claire danes. everytime i hear her name, i imagine her seeing all those rodents she allegedly saw when she came to the philippines. awww... poor dear. she must have had the shock of her life.

so anyway... i hate shakespeare! and i think romeo and juliet (the novel) is so stupid. but it's an effective tragedy nonetheless. i just don't get why romeo and juliet had to kiss so much. and i don't get why (god why!) had they not thought of mobile phones? haha. period movies suck. :P

the lost post

the lost post

** so here's the lost post.

right... so the semester's almost over except for a few untied ends:

1. natsci 1 chemistry- departmental exam on wednesday. haven't studied yet.

2. n11- i don't have a freakin' idea about my class standing. but i'm pretty confident i won't take the finals. but then again, i don't want to hope too much.

3. n12 fabella- i stil have to complete 1 assist and 3 more deliveries on april 11th. night shift nanaman ito... i don't know if i still have my biological clock working. sana maraming cases sa shift namin.

4. n12 community- papers. papers. papers. a few more revisions and i'm done... that is if my CI would have the heart to return my papers on time. sir, parang awa niyo na, tapusin niyo na ang pagchcheck :)

thank god i won't need to take the dreaded pharmacology finals. i don't know if i could handle one semester's worth of pharmacology again. it's just too much. and besides, i'm unofficially on vacation mode now. i'm not sure if i could handle anything anymore. haha.
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now i don't know what to do with all my vacant time. i hate being idle as much as i hate doing so much academic stuff. but don't get me wrong, i love going to school if only for the allowance *wink wink. i'd rather do nothing at school than at home. at least, you won't get scolded for lazing around and not doing the chores. but then again, i love being home. one word, friends: cabletelevision. (it's all just one word for me hehe).

i swear i have to learn how to play the friggin' guitar this summer. it's one of my life's missions... hehe. i just want to learn how to play an instrument. now, i regret having dropped out of my piano lessons class. but come to think of it, the piano is such a boring instrument. i mean, you can't bring it to school even if you wanted to. and i think, it's A-crowd material. not so UP... and i don't mean anything by that.

i have to learn a chord before this summer ends... no, wait. make that two chords. i think i can find some dumb song with two chords... hehe.

there's one teeny bit of a problem though, i don't know where to find a freakin' guitar! :D

i hate blogger

* this was where a decent entry should have been... if not for the moronic doings of blogger!

it all disappeared right after i hit the publish post button. damn it.

lesson: type it first on notepad or something! (how many times have i told you that?)

kwentong cubicle

kwentong cubicle

walang dapat ikahiya sa kubeta ng kaisipan

minsan pabulong

minsan pasigaw

minsan maingay

minsan tahimik

minsan magulo

minsan maayos

minsan madumi

minsan malinis

kung minsan isang malaking kalokohan

ngunit gayunpaman

mahalaga pa rin ang toilet hygiene :P

angsty teenager shit pt.1

angsty teenager shit pt.1

dala na rin siguro ng hiya at major guilt-trip dahil ilang beses na rin namin silang naiindian sa mga lakaran, natuloy na rin yung matagal na naming balak na mapanood sa isa sa mga gig nila ang Batopik.small time gig lang 'to sa LCC, nung nakaraang wednesday ng gabi. pero astig na rin. actually, tatlo silang 'guest bands': final project, DBTC, Batopik. bulok yung final project. ang feeling kasi nung vocalist nila. hindi naman cute tapos pumipiyok pa. duh! dude, hindi to contest ng pagalingan sa pagpiyok no! buti sana kung gwapo ka e hindi naman. umuwi ka na lang. :P galing nung DBTC (some band from don bosco) syempre dahil tinugtog nila yung cute without the e. haha. masayang-masaya na ko nun. aliw yung vocalist nila ang tabaching tapos A++ for stage presence. if i didn't know any better, maiisip ko na tinrain siya ni Kuya Germs kapalit ni Ike Lozada sa master showman(hehe SLN po mister Ike). pero di nga, kapal ng mukha chong. training ba yan sa don bosco? (peace! sa mga taga don bosco. baka kuyugin niyo na ko neto). pero syempre da best yung Batopik (*ubo *ubo pano ba yan? kailangan na nila kong bayaran.hehe). galing kaya nila. for bookings and reservations contact...

ang audience: nagtitiliang high school girls. you wouldn't think na catholic school ang pinasok mo kung pagmamasdan mo ang mga kasuotan nila. gaawd, there was this one girl, who came in wearing this super short skirt and a hot pink top which was practically a bra for crying out loud! and there were millions of others wearing tube tops and mid riffs. if i'm not mistaken, 80 something percent wore minis, and 90% would have to see a chiropractor the following day from wearing heels (or maybe they won't, but that's not the point). seeing them, you'll think Britney Spears is their friggin' messiah or something. and shit naman, come on they're practically children! i'm talking 12 to 16 year-olds here, people. 12 to 16 year old kids! i don't understand the fuss about wanting to grow up so soon. ang sarap kaya magpaka-high school. all the thrill... haay high school. buti na lang college na ko.*belat* hehe.

we were totally out of place there wearing our beloved maong and shirt (sabay bulong sa sarili 'dibale, 'neng UP ka naman e.). of course, i have grown out of that certain wild high you get from parties back in high school. yung tipong preparation pa lang excited na excited ka na. not that i've attended many during my time (naks i talk like it was 50 yrs ago haha). yung alam mo yun, minsan-lang-kasi-kaya-itodo-na-natin-to attitude. maybe with age (and experience), you do get that certain maturity. and promise, nun ko lang nalaman na mature na pala ako sa lagay na 'to. plus, the realization that i'm really an adult now, na matanda na ko kaya di ko na keri ang fashion ng mga kabataan ngayon. hehe. 18 na nga ako e. two years from now 20 na ko (malamang). wala lang. gusto ko lang sabihin. :P ang tatak pala ng pagiging mature ay wala sa pananamit o panlabas na anyo, kundi sa pagkilos ng naayon at sa pagdedesisyon para sa sarili.

ayan na-frustrate naman tuloy ako. tumatanda na ko pero ang dami ko pang gustong gawin sa buhay ko. yung mga bagay na sana noon ko pa sinimulan at yung mga bagay na sana masimulan ko na ngayon pa lang. there's so much to do with so little time. oh crap, i think i'm running out of time! wag naman sana.

randomness

randomness

i'm glad to be semi-productive these days. ahhh... ganito pala yung feeling ng nagsisipag. semi-sipag. hindi pa full blast. baka mabigla ako pag finull blast ko at lalo lang akong tamarin. o mas malala baka magkasakit na lang ako all together.

well anyway, kahit na anong sipag ko, parang hindi naman maubos-ubos ang mga papers na dapat kong gawin. tambak na nga yung revisions na kailangan kong i-accomplish e. sa larangang yan, medyo napag-iiwanan na ako.

ang coooool... inemail ko yung poet ng napili kong poem para sa humanities poetry reading/interpretation/analysis namin, si IMTIAZ DHARKER, some dudette from India who makes films and writes poems for a living. in all fairness multi-awarded siya. feeling close nga ako e. humihingi ako ng tips kung pano ko iiinterpret yung poem niya. best part is, nagreply siya. di niya naman sinagot query ko dahil medyo busy raw siya, pero nagreply siya yun ang mahalaga. astig sana kung nakuha ko yung sagot niya bago ako makapagrecite sa humanties. kaya lang tapos na ko magrecite at wala akong planong ulitin pa ang experience. i suck at public speaking, really.

nasusuka na ko sa template ko. >vomit<