Saturday, January 29, 2005

wala ako sa mood magpost ng bagong entry...

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

useless post # 1

useless post #1
talaga bang sadya lang na may mga panahong pakiramdam mo kinakalawang ang utak mo?
ganun kasi yung pakiramdam ko ngayon. sa dinami-dami ng lecture handouts na binasa ko, parang wala nanaman akong matandaan. ang masaklap nito, alam kong kailangan ko silang matandaan, exam or no exam...

ngayon, ano ba ang pagkakaiba ng sulfonylureas sa biguanines, megletidines, thiazolidinediones at alpha-glucosidase inhibitors?

may nadagdag nanaman pala sa wonderful collection of bus anecdotes ko kanina. eto yung excerpt:

egay: (nagpipigil ng tawa habang nanonood ng extra challenge)
manyak na konduktor: bat ka natatawa?
egay: (sa isip: naknam... e bat ka ba nangingialam? ) wala. -_-

pampalinaw ba talaga ng mata ang bitamina A?

sa wakas, naging malinaw rin ang lahat. naintindihan ko rin ang humanities 1. nagets ko rin ang love song ni Prufrock! magpapamisa ako sa linggo :p

ang salbutamol ba bronchodilator o corticosteroid?

wtf. lapit na pala ng bday ko. hala.



yes wala si sir!!! hooray!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

ditching school

ditching school
i decided to ditch school today. we only have one subject at AS today which would last for about an hour and a half and it's not until 4pm. there's even a 65 percent chance the prof's not going to be there. besides, the time it would take me to go to school would be much longer than the time it would take me to sit in class and pretend to listen. now where's the logic in that? heck, it didn't even take* me much time to decide.

i have been extremely lazy/sedentary lately (despite having attended two PE sessions now). i don't know... maybe it's the weather or the gazillion other reasons i have come up with to justify my utter laziness. you know how they say lazy people are the scum of the earth... i don't want to be scum! now, i just hate myself for being so friggin lethargic.

plus +++, i hate this humanities class we have. we're doing poetry now. sheesh it's not my fault i have not been born with any artistic capability whatsoever and it's clearly not my fault i don't get poetry!!! to add to the insult, we were cursed to do this poetry reading thing in class. great. just great.

that's it for now.




Saturday, January 01, 2005

the year that was

the year that was
'04 wasn't a very good year. lots of tragedies. and for me, 300 out of 365.25 days were a little off (80 percent of which were bad hair days :D). LOTS of bad decisions made in 2004, some i regret until now and most i really don't care about. i had more bouts of depression and crying spells this year than i ever had my whole life. and the PMS, man, was worse! the road to self-discovery, was one i took a lot of times this year. i definitely learned a lot more about myself. sometimes you just don't like what you see but oftentimes you do.

resolution for 2005
in no particular order:
1. do more advanced readings on all my majors... (hmmph. like this is gonna happen!)

2. try to prevent the hormones from taking over my social life

3. find a safer, less reactive, less animate target for my rage (kawawa naman kasi si julius e. hehe)

4. be a little more zen -- whatever that is!

5. save save save!

6. (serious 'to) be kind- i can't change the world.

7. never go home past 12mn, what are sleepovers for?

8. as much as i can, avoid pointless arguments with mother dearest. if there's anything i've learned from last year it's that we never win... never!

9. i resolve to be 18 this year. >oh yeah<

10. no more trips to the salon for at least 6 months

11. be more active-- exercise, play sports, whatever! any active thing will do.

12. eat more veggies and fruits- 2 to 5 servings a day

13. watch more movies this year

14. more self-expression- they say it helps lower the risk of getting cancer.

the year ends with a bang...

the year ends with a bang...
i guess by now, you've heard something about tsunamis hitting South Asia and killing like over 150,000 people and counting(and if not, where the hell have you been?). the sight of thousands of corpses is just so depressing not to mention scary. something about it speaks "annihilation of mankind" . imagine, thousands of lives lost just like that. and even almost entire villages destroyed and millions of lives were affected. this incident is just one, but how about the other tragedies, typhoons and flashfloods, that supposedly "darkened" the year?

then i realized how very selfish and shallow i was for fussing and moping about a bad haircut when all hell broke loose and made over 150 thousand people extinct. tsk tsk. with all the tragedies happening so untimely, we could only do so much as to hope that we could learn something from all of this and pray that this will be the last.

nature is not at our mercy. people are at the mercy of nature.