cheesy

i was fighting the urge to sleep on my pathophys class last thursday. it was such an ungodly hour and the temperature's perfect for dozing plus the fact that i had just eaten lunch and i didn't have enough sleep the night before. and still maybe because we were on cardiovascular(CV) diseases. i never liked the cardiovascular system. it's just a whole bunch of narrow tubes which, on my point of view, all looked alike, controlled by this muscular thing called the heart. very, very confusing. and now we had to study CV diseases. gawd i couldn't care less!

so anyway, i was on stage 1 (half-asleep, half-awake) of NREM on my sleep cycle, when i heard my teacher say something i knew i just had to take down:

"even before pathologic conditions, adaptable na ang heart"

i knew it meant much more than that. even before the heart gets hurt, it learns so much as it can take, and then it breaks. but the point is it learned. we learn and become better with every ache. hearts just don't become broken you know. sabi nga, "no matter how many times we've been burnt, the heart is incredibly resilient".

if you happen to ask where all this mushiness comes from... well, i don't f*ckin know!