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Nabasa ko sa blog ni ay_lin: YUng lalaki asa US, tapos yung babae asa Pilipinas, nanghula ng number yung lalaki, ang nahulaang number ay kay babae, naging mag textmates sila. Umuwi ng Pilipinas ang lalaki. Nag-EB sila nung babae. Naging sila. Nagpakasal. Garden wedding. True story 'to. Astig, parang pelikula. Posible na pala ang ganun ngayon. Akala ko sa mga magazine at romance stories lang nangyayari yun.


"Manghula na rin kaya ako ng number?"


Kaya lang pano pala kung yung soulmate mo eh hindi cellphone user? Pano kung Mangyan o kaya Igorot yung soulmate mo? HIndi rin pala effective...

Monsters of the Ice

At last, gumana na ulit itong Blogger... medyo nabobo yata siya dahil sa sobrang dami ng nangahas na gumawa ng blog. Marahil dahil sa sobrang bagot dahil bakasyon o di kaya naman nahook lang sa blogging frenzy... parang ako!

Tapos na ang first of four depts sa chem at math. Natapos nung Monday. Hanggang ngayon walang katiyakan ang kahihinatnan ko sa Haying Kapnayan (Organic Chemistry). Bahala na. Nagsiswimming pa rin sa utak ko ang ang aldehydes, ketones, ethers, sp3, sp2, sp, double bond, triple bond, james bond (?)... lahat sila. Langoy lang ng langoy di rin naman naabsorb ng pangmatagalan. Ang di ko lang mawari ay kung gaano ko kabilis namememorya ang channel line-ups at palabas sa mga tv stations, local at cable, ganun naman kabagal kong namememorize ang formula at concepts sa chem. Buhay nga naman.

Nung Monday na lang ulit kami lumanghap ng simoy ng Robison's. BInago nanaman yung pintuan kung saan dapat papasok at lalabas. May bagong kainan din- Ice MOnster! Syempre porque bago kailangan naming subukan. May malaking poster sa harap ng Ice MOnster kung saan nakalgay kung ano yung mga tinda nila. Tumigil kami sa harap nun. AYos. Nahalatang first time namin. Bago sa jologs naming panlasa ang tunog sosyal na Ice Monster. Nakaramdam rin kami, kaya umupo na lang kami sa isang malapit na mesa. Ooops >singhot<.. ano yun? naaamoy niyo ba? Yuuuuuckk. Ang bahoooo! Lipat tayo. Kadiri amoy panis. Wala bang service crew dito? At nagulo ang buong Ice MOnster public. Lumipat kami ng lamesa. Dun kami sa mas maliit. Apat kami pero nagkasya kami sa pandalawahang lamesa. Ayos ang seseksi namin. Meron naman palang miniature version nung poster na tinitignan namin kanina sa mga mesa. Iyon naman ang pinagdiskitahan, dinuro-duro hanggang sa maisipang umorder. Umorder kami. Ano ito? Naubusan raw ng yelo?! Hindeeee... Kinukuha pa pala.

Kung tutuusin mahal ang isang serving ng ice monster mula 60 hanggang 90 piso ang budget. Meron ring mini version 45-50 piso pero huli na ng malaman naming meron pala nun. Malaki ang serving. Ice monster nga talaga kasi parang monster ang kakain. Mukhang masarap. Maganda ang presentation. Maraming yelo. Ang rami namang yelo nito... Kaya nga ice monster eh! Mukhang sosyal. Aba asenso na tayo ngayon. Ang sosyal na natin. Dati pa mcdo-mcdo lang. Sabay sabing Sana nag-Chowking na lang tayo... Sa susunod, na pag-usapan pa namin na dapat bawat linggo may kakainan naman kaming medyo sosyal. May theme every week. Date 'yun.

Hindi yata sanay ang sikmura ko sa sosyal foods (kahit na hindi naman masyading sosyal yun!)dahil sumakit ang ulo ko pagkatapos. Major brainfreeze. Naramdaman ko ring parang gusto kong masuka. Pero dahil iyon sa nakaupo ako sa balcony ng bus pauwi kung saan matagtag ang biyahe.

Hindi nga pala ako binayaran ng Ice Monster para mag advertise.

exams in summer. i never imagined it could be possible... until now, of course. summer used to be fun, all the bright colors, sweaty people and days and days without having to worry about anything academic. BUt now, and for the next two years I think, all summers shall be cursed. summer rhymes with bummer. great.

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chem exams on monday. wish me luck.

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Some trash I got but answered anyway:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"bantilaw, pu., hilaw pa, hindi husto ang pagkakaluto ng sinaing."
--from the Pilipino-Pilipino dictionary

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch
first?
--the window

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
--The Pianist.

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
--4:00 pm

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
--4:47 pm... my psychic powers are down

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
--electric fan. keyboard. tv. children outside.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
--kanina. i bought ice for the mango shake i made.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
--google. searched for lyrics

9. What are you wearing?
--pambahay. top and shorts

10. Did you dream last night?
--i don't know. I must've woken up during my non REM sleep so I can't remember.

11. When did you last laugh?
--last night. watching That 70's show on ABC 5.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
--light cyan paint and a couple of frames having a thai picture

13. Seen anything weird lately?
--i dunno. i maybe used to all kinds of weird stuff that i don't really notice them as weird anymore.

14. Last movie you saw?
--A Tale of Two Sisters. That's like ages ago.

15. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy
first?
--my dream house.

16. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
--i heart Mandy. haha

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt
or politics, what would you do?
--i would like to banish all poverty and make people forget that there exists such word. haha, too altrusitic. i would want to make cable tv free.

18. Do you like to dance?
--no not really.

19. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase, or someone who is finally
doing something that has needed to be done for years?
--war freak. power crazy, amen to that. paranoid too! start searching for weapons of mass dectruction in America, freak.

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
--maybe louise or some other boy name na pwedeng itawag sa girl para bang androgyny or something.

21. [Same question for a boy]
see above.

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
hell yeah! just to get out of this heat. it's so darn murderous already.

Eto na naman. Nararamdaman ko na ang CWTS Syndrome. Yung tinatamad kang pumasok dahil tanghali na at feeling mo wala ng klase. Hindi naman pwede umabsent kasi hindi na nga ako nagbabasa ng module, hindi pa ko makikinig sa klase. Ewan ko lang kung saan ako pupulitin pag ganon. Isa lang ang masasabi ko dyan: "Tinatamad ako!". :) what's new?

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Hindi ko nga pala naabot yung isa sa mga short term goals ko. tsk tsk. kulang sa aral sa majors. sana mapagbigyan next tym.. pero mukhang malabo. ang totoxic ng mga subjects namin next sem. parang tanga. sabay-sabay sila lahat. haay bahala na. live each day at a time.

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For some reason, down ang server ko kagabi at ayaw lumabas ng google at yahoo at higit sa lahat ayaw mag-appear nung mga blogs. akala ko nasira ko na yung browser namin. buti na lang hindi :p. Kung wala pala kayong magawa at gusto niyong matakot search niyo to: Grigori Rasputin. Nakakatakot ang itsura niya. Pero in fairness kamukha niya yung isang lalaki sa System of a Down. YUng mga tao nung time ni Rasputin ay naniniwala na meron siyang healing powers. creepy... try ko ipost yung picture niya if i have time.

This will be the end. :: TTFN
egay 0_o

New Template

I really had to change templates after all. The pink layout got busted and I don't have the time to do the necessary repairs so I opted to post a new template. Bummer! I sooo liked that pink one.

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Not really much going on in my dull, boring and pathetic life now. I'm currently enrolled in summer class and am taking Chemistry and Math subjects. Chemistry, as usual, is frightening with all the C's (symbol for Carbon) and H's (element 1). And Math would always be Math.

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Wait. Will you look at that annoying banner? Irksome. It should've been perfect if not for that stupid banner.

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Because I, again, had nothing better to do I randomly clicked my mouse on some of sed's blog links and I found out through these tests that :

A Dream GF!

You're a definite keeper. You're not needy or clingy and you're almost as much fun to be around as one of the guys! You know exactly how much space your guy needs and how to keep your own groove on while in a relationship.

Wow! And to check the accuracy of that result. I took another similar test:

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

-Perfect-
You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.

That's from two different tests!

This will be the end. :: TTFN

Darn 2/ Help!

I forgot to post Darn 1. It disappeared. I copy pasted my new template on the template tab and clicked on preview but the stupid blogger ad banner kept showing up. It is the rip on the otherwise perfect dress that is my new template. If you happen to know how to get rid of that ad, please tell me. I really want to have an ad-free template.

My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

American Idle

Either I'm so hooked with American Idol or I just had nothing else better to do. I watched both reruns of AI and I checked out idolonfox.com. Fantasia has pretty bad reviews. She can sing and all but maybe, all the praises crept into her head and it has blown up a little already. I don't know if anyone has noticed but she didn't handle Simon's critiscisms very well. She was, in fact, a little pikon and she tries to hide it but idoes a sucky job at it. I think, Ryan Seacrest felt it too. She has that personality thingy working for her, though and she can sing so maybe she'll be on the show long enough, maybe she'll be on the final 6 or 5, even.

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blabs

People today don't have Good Fridays like we used to have them when we were younger. I remember when Biyernes Santo seemed so solemn that we were scolded by Tita Arce when we laughed a teeny bit loud. Or how my Tita Fe would tell us to take a bath early because when 12 noon strikes, they told us, we were already forbidden to bathe because Jesus was about to die. I didn't quite got the logic there but as a child, of course, I believed them because they're older and I thought they know better. I also grew up on the belief that when you get wounded on Good Friday, it would take your wounds a very long time to heal because supposedly, since Jesus is dead, his healing powers are down. I remember me and my cousins took extra care in playing or not play at all during Good Friday because we were afraid we'd get wounded. Before, you were supposed to be sad on Good Friday even if you don't feel like being sad at all , that's why we say, "parang Biyernes Santo ang mukha mo" whenever we see someone look really gloomy.
But now, Good Friday was just like any other day. In fact, in our street, children seemed to be noisier and numerous than usual like there was some conspiracy that they'd all go out at once you'll be puzzled where all the kids have come from. It could be because of cable TV and the internet that we don't fell much of Good Friday anymore. It was one thing to do away with silly beliefs but another to take away the solemnity of Good Friday.

My First Photoshop Creation
I know it's lame but I'm a beginner!

Useless Quiz Result



What Invisible Thing Am I?



Do I need a Boyfriend?



How much of the Internet Loves me?

56% Of The Internet Loves Me!

I am loved by 56% of the population, including: 12660 people who love students 16294 people who love young people 14402 people who love geeks In return, I love 90% of the population, including: 10434 short people 3426 pagans 8751 tall people

show the love at spacefem.com

Which Annoying Internet Thing Am I?



My Kind of Evil

What's maunday about thursday?

hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin alam ang ibig sabihin ng salitang "maundy". nagsimba kami kanina dahil nga maundy thursday. taun-taon naman kaming nagsisimbatuwing huwebes santo pero ngayon lang ako nagtaka dun sa pagrere-enact ng paghuhugas ni Hesus ng mga paa ng mga disipulo niya. yung pari, siya yung gaganap na Jesus tapos hahakot ng labindalawang laymen para gumanap na disipulo. in full costume pa. sabi nila para raw maalala natin na maging "of service to others" katulad ng ginawa ni Hesus. tapos yung mga nagsisimba manonood kung papano huhugasan nung pari yung mga paa nung "disipulo" niya. dahil rin sa sakit ng tiyan at hindi sagarang paniniwala sa tradisyong ito, hindi rin ako tumayo para panoorin yung "play" nila.

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Nagpagupit na 'ko

pero mas maikli kaysa sa inaasahan ko... short hair na tuloy ulit ako. arrgh! curse that Allan gay!lesson learned: 'wag masyadong maengross sa pagbabasa ng magazine tungkol kay posh spice at david beckham sa parlor habang nagpapagupit.

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I'm an AI fan too

jasmine kinda sucked on last night's American Idol country song presentation. it could've been the song. Breathe is one of the songs you'll enjoy listening to or even singing along with but never a contest-ish type of song, i think. on the other filipina, camille, i think she sings well (first time i heard her sing today) but her nerves are showing. can't blame her though. yeah right, don't i sound like paula abdul now? :) but the performance that sucked big time was matthew's. it sucked bigger than he is. the puppy dog look wasn't at all working for him. he looked like a muscular homosexual (no offense to gay people. i love gay people). again, it's the song. an upbeat song would've sounded better for him. while i waswatching his performance, it felt like watching Carlos Agassi do drama. a definite, definite YUCK!

guess, you've received this e-mail not just once. it made me think.. try to think about it too.

THINK ABOUT THIS:
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
-- 5? i can only think of 3 and i'm not so sure about 1. my mom and dad and let's count Jesus too.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
-- more than 15 naman siguro dahil extended family pa lang.. marami na.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
-- kawawa naman yung isang yun. lahat naman ng gusto niya maging, ako pa. how pathetic

4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
-- yeah whatever.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
-- really? kaya pala di ako makatulog e. hehe

6. You mean the world to someone.
-- awww... nakakaintriga 'to ha! hehe.

7. Without you, someone may not be living.
-- oa..

8. You are special and unique, in your own way.
-- i know. hehe (kapal ba?)

9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
-- downright creepy...

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
-- maybe.

11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
-- kewl.

12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
-- damn. so cliche.

13. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
-- talaga? kakashy e

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.



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Whatever*

i was going through stuff under my bed matress when i came across a wish list i wrote probably a month ago when i was feeling depressed (i did?!)and i desperately wanted to put order in my life. i don't quite understand how a wish list could tidy up my messy college life but at least, you would know what to give me for my birthday. deviations from the said list would still be appreciated. i could definitely feel my face blow up now...
WISH LIST:
1) laptop
2) digicam
3) ipod
4) unlimited free DSL access
5) plasma TV (at least 21' but bigger would be better) or an LCD projector
6) cd ng Silverchair (yung greatest hits o kaya lahat ng titles pede rin)
7) drumset! (nyek)
8) optional: supply ng walang side-effect na whitening pills (kung meron man)

this is my wish list, my literal wish list. everything's just a wish... it could come true but i doubt if it would. >sigh!<
under the wish list, i wrote a list of my long term goals.

LONG TERM GOALS:
1) maka-graduate ng BS Nursing sa 2007
2) magkaron ng master's degree
3) magkaron ng PhD (kung single pa ko at age 29)
4) to travel the world
5) have an extensive CD collection (nyek! with all the piracy i'm doing, this is quite impossible.)

i think it's a pretty reasonable list but in case i don't reach these, i'll make another one.

opposite my long term goals i wrote:

SHORT TERM GOALS:
1) maging CS (ahem.. pagbigyan na. libre naman e.)
2) maka 1.75 sa mga N subjects
3) maipasa ang Chem 31 sa summer at Chem 40 next sem
4) mapanood ang Passion of the Christ
5) have a Silverchair cd

and i think i want to take them all back... i don't work under pressure, you know.

And I'm back in the game...
For some time, I hated my blog. I hated it so much that I wanted to delete it. Good thing, my internet account ran out and I didn't get to have the chance to do it.

Sibling Warfare
Bad trip. Mahaba-haba na rin yung na-type ko last week na come-back blog kaya lang sa buwisit ng nanay ko dahil sa sibling war namin binunot niya yung saksakan ng AVR. Poof! Syempre namatay yung computer. Ni-reboot ko kaya lang dahil sa sobrang inis at panghihinayang, tinamad na 'kong ulitin 'yon. Ang nakakainis pa nakagamit tuloy ng telepono ang ungas. Lumalabas, ako ang talunan. Arrgh. Pero ang weird kasi kahit na sobrang dapat mainis ako o di kaya naman magalit, wala akong naramdaman. Oo, medyo, nainis ako pero medyo lang. Hindi outrage katulad ng inaasahan ko sa ganong mga pagkakataon. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung immune na lang talaga ako, naging manhid na ko sa dami ng bagay na dapat kong ikainis o kaya talagang mabait lang ako, period. Sana lang..

I Loooooove Chem

Darn I think I'll flunk that chemistry exam. I don't know. I just think I would. Ok, so it was just a 50-item multiple choice exam... so what? I've never done so much panghuhula (future-telling) in my life. Ever. I studied the night before the exam until I accidentally shut my eyes, next thing I know, I'm in Dreamland. Still, I did much more studying morning before the exam. And dang... it just wasn't enough. Thermodynamics was especially hard. I can't remember it being that hard. It was much easier in high school when thermodynamics was discussed in Physics class. It's either the subject... or just my utter disgust for anything Chemistry.
Which brings back to mind my practical exam in Chemistry Lab last Friday which was, mind you, equally sucky but way, way moronic. I gotta tell you about that. You know how exams with stations, work. They're made for the cool, calm and collected (too bad I'm not one of those). You can't make it through the exam if your hands are all shaky and wet and clammy and your mind's in total blur for not having passed the last station smoothly and you haven't read the damn manual beforehand. I can't even mix a stupid solution in a test tube right! I just learned you're not supposed to stick a humongous stirring rod inside a test tube if you want to mix it correctly. Haha. That's what I did, me moron...

Oh anyway, I underwent an intensive detox program right after I got home yesterday, that is a whole night of watching Spongebob, Boston Public et.al. I need my vitamins to keep my sanity before working on my research paper due next week.

Tama ba namang gumawa ng eksena sa UP Health Service???

Bukas last departmental na sa Chemistry lecture. hmmm... mukhang di naman ako magfa-finals dun e. buti na lang. Di yata kakayanin ng powers ko ever ang aralin lahat ng inaral namin ngayong sem. gets? Imbis na nagaaral ako, eto stopover muna sa computer. feeling ko kasi masisiraan na ko ng bait kapag tiniis ko pa ang hindi pag iinternet. and besides, gusto ko makita ang bagong layout ni aylin. kahit na walang klase ngayon ang daming nangyari. hmmph. sad events...

1. physical exam. syempre late ako sa usapan. expected na yun pero (again) hindi ko sinasadya. 8 kasi usapan. 7:30 na ko nagising. pang number 13 tuloy ako. lucky number... NOT!!! yan ang umpisa ng kamalasan.

2. bago ko mag pa check-up kinuha ko ang aking height at weight. ewan defective daw yung scale. pero whatever! tumangkad ako ng 2 cm (wow pare parang ang laki nun?!) at bumigat by 0.5 kilograms. hmm... feeling ko braso ko lang yung tumataba. baka masyado ng nagaatrophy ang mga muscles ko sa braso (the triceps and the biceps). duh! di naman ako nagweweightlift ah. lahat yata ng kinakain ko sa braso napupunta. bat di na lang kaya sila mapunta sa glutes o kaya sa lactiferous gland ko (hindi ko alam kung tama 'to. wtf, tapos na exam. sana lang di rin ako mag finals sa anatomy) ?

3. pagkatapos kong kumuha ng height tska weight, inauscultate na ni dok ang aking lungs, breathing etc. may ubo pa naman ako... buwisit kasi si julius e hinawaan ako ng sakit niya(ang buwisit ay nagmula sa salitang español na buiz na ang ibig sabihin ay tax o tribute. buizit ang taong nagpapataw sa'yo ng tax). lahat naman ng papalaganapin niya sakit pa. buti na lang fit for enrollment pa rin ako.

4. katulad last year. hindi ulit ako nagpa breast, rectal, genital exam.

5. after 5 decades ayun nakuhanan na ako ng BP ng nurse. dami kasing intermission number e. chika dito chika doon pati sa telepono pati ako chinika.

6. tapos eto na... binigay ni julius yung invitation para sa debut ni jaymi. tapos sumunod, binigay ni mae yung invitation sa debut niya. at sa aking katangahan, nasabi ko kay mae yung surprise para se debut niya na hindi ko alam na surprise kaya nasabi ko sa kanya dahil akala ko alam niya. gets? basta yun. bottom line: i spoiled a surprise. di ko naman kasi alam na surprise yun. sa sobrang slow ko di ko magegets yun kung walang magsasabi sa kin.

7. shet pinaghandaan pala ng kuya ni mae at barkada ni mae (ayoko silang tawaging rave) yung surprise na yun. so, sinira ko ang isang surprise na pinaghandaan ng maraming tao. shet. how tanga could i get? you could just imagine kung gano ako nangliit nung nalaman ko yun. nangliit sa sobrang hiya... feeling ko nagalit sila lahat sa kin. sige, hindi man nagalit, badtrip naman. ewan. di ko maexplain. nag sorry ako. pero alam ko hindi yun sapat. surprise yun para sa debut ni mae, hello!? kahit ilang sorry di na maibabalik yun.

8. ako naman e madaling kausap. at mahilig ako mag sorry hehe. joke. pero hindi nga. tinext ko ang kuya ni mae kahit di ko siya kilala at di kami close. para lang mag sorry dahil sinira ko ang kanyang surprise. akala ko magagalit siya. hindi naman pala. ok lang naman magalit siya. pero ayoko yung sobrang nasira ko yung plano ng iba. mali e..

9. dahil nga mahilig ako magsorry (hehe), syempre nag-apologize ever ako sa kanilang lahat. nakakahiya. napaiyak pa ko sa UP Health Service. ewww... ang daming taong nakakita shit. bullshit talaga. may mga higher years pa dun. ewan ko ba nagpapapansin lang yata ako e. para mag mukhang under dog bwahahaha. habang umiiyak ako natatawa rin ako sa sarili ko. haaay.. nakakahiya talaga. ngayon wala na kong mukhang ihaharap sa health service.

10. nung bumalik na ang aking katinuan. umalis ako agad papuntang AS. magrereturn ng overdue na libro... kunwari! hehe. yuck ayoko nga mag stay dun sa Health Service. waaahh nakakahiya talaga shit shit (1 000 000 X).

Celebration ng Test Week next week... Ready ka na ba?



daming ginagawa... daming ginagawa... (hingal) paper sa comm, test sa n3, field trip sa Golden Acres, test sa Histo, Proj sa Histo, test sa n3 lab tska sa chem <----- lahat yan para next week. waaahhh!!

Cute ng bago kong template no? Pink and girlie.. parang ako :)


My mind is in total whirlwind right now and I don't know why. This could be about a hundred things- #%$&^$%^ hormones, exams, papers, mixed emotions yadda yadda. I'm not sure. But what's eating me now is that I've been given my chance to accomplish a lot through a whole day of pre-announced "free cuts" (excuse me for borrowing the Atenean term)and yet I am still as unproductive as ever (surprise!). Scenes from the near future flash before me... tsk tsk. Not good, not good indeed.
Anyway, if anything, I am tired of hearing myself hate me for the same things I've been complaining about back last semester. Nakakasawa na paulit-ulit na lang, wala rin namang pagbabago. Besides doing considerable damage to my self-esteem, it isn't doing any good to anyone either. Although I may hate myself occasionally, I swear I won't complain about academic stuff ever, however unreasonable. After all, I am responsible for that and I would eventually do it anyway no matter how I complain. Garsh, all the complaining I've done in the past for nothing. Wasted.
And then, some sarcastic voice at the back of my head goes, "Right... keep telling yourself that." Sweet... just sweet.


Ask Yourself: "What makes me happy?"

I hate myself

a. for being so laaaazzzzzzzzzzzzy
b. for being the procrastinator excellente
c. for watching too much tv (well, you can't blame me ang daming magandang palabas. sisihin ang mga tv stations)
d. for having an organizer
e. for falling asleep inthe midst of reading our PE handouts
f. for not studying chem kahit na malapit na mag exams
g. kasi wala akong ginagawa!!!

arrrgh! kaya tuloy minsan parang ang sarap na lang mawala bigla. mag vanish. mag disappear. haaay..

ang buhay ay hindi perpekto pero may mga perpektong sandali...

life's not perfect . there are only perfect moments that make life worth living.

- mula sa Sandosenang Sapatos ni Luis Gatmaitan-